for some reason, practically all of last week thats what i was doing. i was letting my natural confidence be pushed to the side for “what if’s”, unknown/assumed “facts”, a wondering mind, and me trying to connect the dots to any type of reasoning that would satisfy my many thoughts.  it wasn’t until saturday that i snapped outta that shit and went after what i wanted, i ignored all the bullshit insecure thoughts and just leaped. i leaped…and i was caught. <3

so basically my personal moral of my story is being insecure is a complete waste of time and energy. it does nothing for you, it doesn’t fix the issue, it just makes it worse.  it makes you second guess the beauty of you and trust me we are all beautiful in our very own ways. =] even you boys ;) haha

**and a special thanks to the wifey and the guru for helping me <3